Tests and more tests

Jan 21/05 - Had xrays today, hopefully another step in finding out what is happening to me. I have a Dr.’s apt on the 14th and I am so hoping that there is an answer then. I have applied for EI sick bennifits so at least I can still pay some of my bills. I feel so bad for leaving all the financial burden on N. I have always carried my own weight. Now, not only am I dependant on him to move me, dress me I am dependant on him financially as well. I feel like half a person.... depression is setting in.